I painted the second one. But, it is a larger than life, strongly egoistic image. I thought it will be good if I paint a triptych starting with self-inflating image, to self-doubting, and finally to the suppression of ego that is in peace with... That should be the goal I set for myself in life. So, I paint this image that is merging into the background. Don't quite get what I want. Just the best effort for now.